2001-08-22 - 9:34 p.m.

With the stone

That serves as my heart.

Accept this pretty package named friend.

Except that it entails love.

Not so attractive anymore.

Accept this pretty package named friend.

Except that it entails love.

It's never as pretty as it seems and now it never was at all.

No it never was.

All I asked was to be important.

All I wanted was someone to trust

In my eternal scheme, your act of friendship means nothing.

Friendships are weak and nothing is dear to me

Acquintance stole my confidence.

My humor.

My compassion.

My solace.

Left me with myself and laughed as it walked away

I refuse to be your toleramce, I will not be your embarrassment.

I'm not so attractive anymore.

Take this burden away.

I can only stand in front of a broken mirror for so long

Staring at my reflection of failed attempts at love and a black heart.

My heart, once nourished with hope and compassion, now as black as death.

Trudging forward, broken, devoid of love

I am nothing more then scars.

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