2001-09-21 - 1:35 a.m.
And so another night spent alone with only my thoughts. I'm beginning to hate this more and more. I have no one to really confide in anymore. And I havn't had anyone for a really long time. It hurts. It hurts alot to be this alone. There's times when it seems like a dream. But then I go to sleep and dream of the past. A past where I was much happier and had everything I ever wanted out of this world. It's all a dream now. Was it real? Was it true? I thought so, but what did I know. And what do I know about it now. I knew/know nothing. I'm lost right now. Lost and trying my hardest to find a way back. Been trying for the longest time. I know I'll never get back to my original spot. The spot that invades my dreams each night. That is the nights that I can actually fall asleep. They say there is a reason for everything. I've heard it so much these past two years. It had better be damn well worth it. This pain is ruining the only thing I have left.... my life� older
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