2002-01-12 - 4:23 a.m.

well I just got home. I am soo very tired. But I cant seem to want to fall asleep. I try and I try each and every night to push the bad thoughts out of my head. Well they really aren't bad thoughts. They are actually wonderful and stupendous thoughts. But they are bad because I keep getting my hopes up. Oh well... I just wish I was that important and special to someone again... anyone?

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I'm the only one that knows what today is.... - 2007-02-10
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a few months overdue - 2006-09-18
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