2002-08-06 - 11:35 p.m.

"I have to let you die.

I have to let you fade.

So spare me the male accusations.

I would have told you those things you wanted to hear

And I would have cared

The way you thought no one ever would.

And now my heart bleeds cold.

I refuse to be caressed by stone.

I now live emotionless and free from your pain.

My heart bleeds the darkest blood.

My heart is cold as stone

A rock feels no pain

No laughter. no loving. no contact." - My Heart Bleeds the Darkest Blood

well yea thats a good really good song. but this next one is just as good if not better... I think after ya read it you can kinda tell what kind of mood I'm in rihgt now

"I stand on the edge of destruction emotionally ruined

By the warmth I most desire

I will not fall prey to love of a human kind

for love is weakness;

Love is the fall of every man

Take this heart you�ve claimed and as it numbs your hands

Know the flame is dead and will no longer burn

This body will never pain again

This mind knows no wound

Though I am of flesh this flesh will not consume me

As it has destroyed so many before

This body will never pain again

This mind knows no wound

The flame is dead left only with ashes of memories

That renew my faith in hate and my faith in myself

Nothing can break me

This heart remains free from the burden of love

Yet this heart will be sustained

No hope No Compassion

I fill my heart with strength" - Love is the Fall of Every Man

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