2002-10-09 - 11:08 p.m.

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that your right. You are feeling very disillusioned at this time and you feel that you are being lef tout of things. You know - or you think you know - what you want. But you seem unable to exert the effort to achieve your objectives. As a consequence, you are feeling left out and neglected. You would like to be afforded greater security and fewer problems. You are a very choosey person - demanding and exacting in your emotional demands and very particular in your choice of partner. You are self sufficient and as a result of this overbearing nature you find it difficult to establish any depth of deep physical or mental involvement with members of the opposite sex.

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