2003-01-03 - 12:36 a.m.

ITs always when I lay down in my bed trying to go to sleep that I lose the strength that I show to others. It is when no one else is around that I am truly myself. I need to trust more people with my thoughts. I need not be scared anymore of them. Here in my bed and my room I am powerless to defeat my own memory. So much trust have I given out to so few. And those few have left me here.

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