2004-03-25 - 11:48 p.m.

"three sleepless nights

this isn't how its supposed to be

but you are so good at taking your time

to get back to me

i will wait for you forever,

if you would just ask me

i thought that i could change you

but you changed me

but it doesn't feel right

holding someone else's hand

together on phone line

and living at two opposite ends

its scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me

but you're head is elsewhere and im talking enough for both of us

when will you see it's not so easy for me

your careless and whispered insulting and bruising

and i thought that you said

things were improving

these laces are untied

but my feet are still walking away

(i fall from you eyes, your eyes i trusted, you said forever)

i never thought that you could say these words

is this really happening?

i never thought that you could say these words

is this really happening?

(don't say...)

i never thought that you could say these words

is this really happening?

(don't say that we can...)

i never thought that you could say these words

is this really happening?

(don't say that we can still be...)

i never thought that you could say these words

is this really happening?

(don't say that we can still be friends)

erase my name from this page

how can you take all these days (what is inside of me what have i done)

and tow them away (is this the only way that you will notice me)

as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)

i stay upnights (if you are still pretending this is what's right)

until stars leave the sky (why cant you look at me can you only see)

knowing what my dreams can take away ( sides, your side, can take away)

walk away from me this night is done" ---- Emery

Very good song

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