2004-07-09 - 4:53 p.m.

I still feel there is alot missing from my life however. I don't have any major driving force to get me through the day. I'll keep at it though and try to make the best of what I have.

I think maybe it is finally time to try and get everything I want to say off my chest. That's alot easier said then done though. I'm scared out of my mind....

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