2004-07-20 - 11:08 p.m.

Right now I want to go outside and just scream and cry out at the top of my lungs. Put my fist into the wall until the blood mixes with drywall. Give me physical pain. Because I can't take this anymore. This mental baricade I've put up is starting to crack. Almost 5 years of stress is taking its toll on the walls. There's quite a few cracks, but they'll hold. I can dig a good hole. But I'm even better at hiding it.

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