2004-09-27 - 7:55 p.m.
I've been sitting here for awhile trying to think of what I want to write about. There's actually alot I would like to say, but for some reason I'm holding it back. I'm scared of what the consequences will be if I let it all out. I suppose it can't really get any worse then it is right now. Cuz right now there is nothing. It'll take some time to work up the courage I once had. It's slowly coming back. Hey, maybe thats what I need to do...Go back to not caring?
Yea thats definatly not the solution. I've had enough time to myself to try and sort things out. Too much time can be a bad thing. Right now I think thats what is causing me so much trouble. I've had too much time to think things through and to understand the reasons. I learned all i can from this. I think I'll start making an effort again even though I always choose the impossible fights. It's the thought that counts, right?
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