2004-10-25 - 9:00 p.m.

You've brought me back from the edge so mnay times. Just when I think all is hopeless there you are. Whether you know it or not it's true. I don't even know what it is that you do. I would kill for things to end up a different way. But I wouldn't trade the akward moments and minutes of silence. Those are all I have left of the only thing I've ever held dear. It's not very much, but its enough to keep me going. Things and people change over time. I gave up on trying to change the way i feel. The only solution is to not feel. And that would be the end of me.

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