2005-08-07 - 10:22 p.m.

I never realized until recently how badly I had screwed things up. I tried to fix it but only made it all worse. Doing what your heart tells you isn't always the right way to go about things. There are times where i still think I can make it all better and salvage something. I don't think that is going to happen. I've hoped for a long time and tried to keep a positive attitude about it. It's time to just let it go and let life takes its course and not try to change things. I'm not being negative about it though. just trying something new and hoping for the best.

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- - 2012-06-06
I'm the only one that knows what today is.... - 2007-02-10
- - 2006-12-25
a few months overdue - 2006-09-18
- - 2006-06-15

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