2005-09-15 - 11:27 p.m.

If she only knew how much I adore her. If the scenarios that play out in my dreams were ever to come about. I know all too well I could never be that bold. It's been a long time since I've been able to talk to anyone. Being open is not one of my strong points. It never has and it never will. A big part of me has been closed off for years. I'm stronger then this.
When the time is right I'll be too scared to do anything about it.

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