2005-11-24 - 10:53 p.m.

You will never know me. We will never sit down and talk for hours. Neither one of us will go out of our way to make that happen. I know why I won't. I'm scared out of my mind when I think about it. I still get nervous and catch myself acting like an idiot on the rare occasion that we do talk. It's been so long since I've seen you. I want to tell you everything. But will any of this really even matter to anyone but me. I should have been done with this place forever. but i came back...

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