2005-12-09 - 9:09 p.m.

I dont know what to put in this thing anymore. Everythign I want to say has been said in here over and over again. And around 95% of it has been about the same person or subject. pretty pathetic if ya think about it. But will knowing this change much of anything. I'm pretty sure it won't. Nothing can change the way things have turned out. Right now my life is not where I want it to be. A long time ago I left a place that made me enjoy life and brought me happiness for something I knew would bring much more. It never happened and never will. I'll never have get any of it back, and without it I'm empty. til i find something new...

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I'm the only one that knows what today is.... - 2007-02-10
- - 2006-12-25
a few months overdue - 2006-09-18
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